Lost Letter

You tell me why I'm sad
For something I've said I feel bad
What should I do
To wash away the lines of blue

I just I'm too close to the past
Everyone just kiss my ass
I'm working on my attitude
It's so hard not to be rude

So I'll just do what I know best
I rather pretend than confess
Ill hide myself deep inside
Too consumed with pride

Sleep will start to erase my conflict
For my thoughts I feel sick
I'm sorry replays in my head
My sickness spreads

I know pain better than you'd think
To think of you hurting my heart sank
No one should feel
The things I'm still trying to heal