Shy Guy

You were a shy guy
A fly guy
I thought you'd be my guy
You had me twisted up in thoughts of  loving you
Twisted up in dreams of us
You had me twisted

You were a shy guy
A fly guy
I thought you'd be my guy
You had me caught up in you
Caught up in a fantasy
You had me caught

You were a shy guy
A fly guy
I thought you'd be my guy
You had me struck by our similarities
Struck with your interest
You had me love struck

Terms Of Use

You broke it
So buy it
Ain't that how it works?
So buy the heart
You broke
And put it back together
Then give it to another man
Because you don't deserve
To have my heart in your hand

You broke it
Now buy it
No returns
I'm paying the ultimate price
So don't complain
Just fix and give it away
So another can have a heart
That's clean and new
From our relationships start

My American Dream

I really hope she hurts you bad

That girl you just dissed me for

I pray she breaks your heart

Like no other women before

I really hope you bleed deep inside 

From her shredding your heart into 

I pray you feel worse than I did 

When she leaves you black and blue 

I really hope you think long and hard 

About me when crying 

I want you to regret letting me go

When you feel like your dying 

I really hope she screws you up

Therefore you'll never be the same 

You'll never let anyone else in

Regret ever telling her your name 

I really hope you know 

That I was the one

I would have gave you anything 

The world, the moon, and the sun

The Cobain In Me

We all have a little Cobain inside
You know that really dark place that you try to hide
Holding all the sadness and pain
We were put through
When I was kid I never thought
I'd be just like you
Growing out of the pain
Is a lesson that you can't teach
So I write, live, and fly to practice what I preach

We all have a little Marilyn inside
You know that really fragile girl that cries and cries
A bright lonely star
Living in the thought of finding true love
Praying every night to god above
Needing to be accepted and set free
I see your reflection when I look at me
So I sing, act, and bleed to become what the world needs

My Kind

Often dreams play like movies
In the back of my mind
They show me a fate
Where you can be mine

I am the last of my kind
I stand alone in this world
You will have to love me
Because there's only one girl

With no one to compete with
Your love will always stay
There will be no reason
For you to walk away

Dead On Arrival

Love killed me
I died
It shot me
In the eye
Of the heart
I'm back where I start
In yearning
In pain
This situation driving me insane

I thought
I think
Way too much
Which is why
I thought love I'd touch
For just a minute
A second though
My dreams came to life
Then faded so

In the ocean
The waves overtake
I'm drowning in
Bloody heartache
Numb and cold
Sinking deeper
With no relief
With no sight
That I will be alright

I lost myself
In you
In sorrow
There's no tomorrow
Just another
Lonely day
For my savior
To save me
I pray and pray

Screw-Job

Love always leaves me feeling blue
No matter how many guys I run to
They have a way of not being true
I'm left in pain without a clue

Love always screws me over
No matter how many times I wish on a four leave clover
Bottle in my hand I'm no longer sober
To clear my head I drive to Dover

SOME OTHER KNIGHT

I met a boy I met a boy
Thought we hit it off
You were surprised by me
And I by you
Never thought I'd be writing this without a clue

We talked everyday and I was high
Started thinking of the possibilities of you and I
But then the contact stopped and I was confused
I felt as if I was a bit used

So I thought to show you I was interested
Because he knew I was shy
I thought we were going back to normal
But that thought was a lie

And I sit and tore the situation apart
I wish I could rewind back to the start
I blamed it all on me
For any other reason I could not see

Now I still wonder because I can't get you out my mind
What were you thinking all those times
Did I do something to push you away
What is the reason you didn't want to stay

I would of been the best woman you ever known
Such an unconditional love you would have been shown
I felt like this time I finally got it right
But I guess I'll find my prince on some other night

Paint

Be.
Exist.
Acquire.
Do.
Paint.
Sire.

Come.
Breathe.
Exhale.
Soar.
Rise.
Prevail.

Stop.
Relinquish.
Renew.
Fall.
Capture.
Redo.

Truth.
Pain.
Story.
Sadness.
Ends.
Glory.

Imperfectly Perfect

I'm perfectly imperfect
All I can ever be
I'm perfectly imperfect
Just me
A bit impulsive
And I think way too much
Always over analyzing and such

I'm perfectly imperfect
What else can I say
I'm perfectly imperfect
Take me or leave me this way
A bit distracted
And constantly feeling insecure
Always needing affirmation so of your love I'm sure

I'm perfectly imperfect
Beauty is in my flaws
I'm perfectly imperfect
Break down my walls
A bit of a nag
With a mean streak
There's gold inside if you do seek

I'm perfectly imperfect
So why must I compare
I'm perfectly imperfect
And that's fair
A bit neurotic
And narcissistic too
I'm imperfectly perfect for you

I Was

I was dumb for love and in a rush
I was drawn to the feeling inside
I was stuck in a fantasy
Of what I wanted you to be

I was way too obsessive
I was lost in my emotions
I was falling to fast
So why am I shocked I crashed

I thought I was playing the game right
I thought I was finally going to be happy
I thought we were a perfect fit
But I guess my dreams aren't worth shit

I was available more than I should've been
I was wrong about him
I was thinking two
When you were only thinking of you

Crash

As fast as I loved you
Was as fast as I lost you
I known you fly away
From the moment we met
Too good to be true
Such a cliche
But that's the story
Of me and you

As fast as I smiled
Was as fast as it faded
Our love was fated
Written from above
Imprint in the sky
Forever waiting
To be with you
Our heart's tied