Saturday, March 15, 2014

1:48

Meet me in my dreams
At 1:48
I'll be waiting in the garden
To go on our date

Meet me in my dreams
At 1:48
I waited for so long
To meet my soulmate

Meet me in my dreams
At 1:52
Such a rush
Neither of us knew

Meet me in my dreams
At 1:54
I'm finally with
The one I adore

Meet me in my dreams
At 1:57
Though for moment
We'll touch heaven

Meet me in my dreams
At 1:58
Times running out
It's getting late

Meet me in my dreams
At 2:01
We say our goodbyes
Before this is done

Meet me in my dreams
At 2:02
Leaving you
Feels wrong to do

Meet me in my dreams
At 2:03
I wake feeling empty
Alone yet free

He Is Everything

He is everything
I want to be
Covert eyes
For only myself to see

He is everything
That I hate
I try and try
To defy my fate

He is everything
That makes me upset
It makes me wish
We had met

He is everything
I know and more
I'm badly beaten
My head and heart left sore

He is everything
I feel inside
Such a strong feeling
I'm compelled to abide

He is everything
The only thing I want
So I'll fly to the moon
For love I'm on the hunt

All For You

I'll fly to the moon
Live on the sun
For an eternity
For as long as it takes
For me to wake up in your arms

I'll drive to Hawaii
Live under the sea
To take a stand
To show you how crazy
To see your face again

I'll run around the world
Live in a hole
So you'll know my love
So you'll listen to your dreams
So you'll know where to find me

Monday, March 10, 2014

Whisper

Tell me you miss me
That you haven't forgot where I lie
Tell me you need me
That on a full moon you cry

Tell me you feel me
So soft and full on your skin
Tell me you hear me
Before dawn begins

Monday, February 17, 2014

I'll sleep better

I'll sleep better
If I think of you
I'll sleep better
With you

I'll sleep better
If before bed I see your face
I'll sleep better
If before bed you catch a case

I'll sleep better
If I talk to you
I'll sleep better
If you talk back too

I'll sleep better
If you understand
I'll sleep better
If you were my man

I'll sleep better
If you were holding me tight
I'll sleep better
If we were to reunite

I'll sleep better
If your missing me
I'll sleep better
When our love can be free

Friday, January 10, 2014

Bricks

When I hear that sound
I know you understand my pain
You felt it before
I knew I would end up in the rain

Here I am
Deep in the storm
Hold out your hand
And let's go where it's warm

The water betrays
All that I know
I dream of a peace
That I felt long ago

Once we were human
Before the tornado hit
Lost among the wreckage
Rebuilding what was sift

Happiness

I close me eyes
And breathe in
The wind cries
A good omen
The world seems free
As does me

Walking down the bright street
I am on fire
Sadness obsolete
My liberation dire
A brisk cold seeps in
Sending vibrations through my skin

Bliss fades with the seasons
I'm back to being me
Here come my demons
Every time I try to break free
But I'll always remember that day
When I was so high words I can't say

Inside Out

My heart shrivels
And looses it taste
It's kinda useless
From being defaced

Spoiled I sift
The bad part out
A job so tedious
I have to shout

You would never
Abuse it right
I know it's a little hard
And full of spite

My heart pure
The ultimate gem
Climb on up
My golden artery's stem

Do You

Do you still want to be
Be my lullaby
Remembering what you told me
Is this goodbye

Do you still love
Love me more than life
Was this only a moment
Or could I be your wife

Do you still write
Write me love songs
Are you slipping away
Or am I wrong

Do you still hurt
Hurt when I sigh
If you weren't there
I never would have made it by

Do you still feel
A love so true
Making you crazy
Intense emotions filling you

Do you still breathe
Breathe for me
I love you so much
We were meant to be

Do you remember
Remember the day we met
I said I'd never fall in love
You made me lose our bet

Delirium

I'm delirious
Going out of my mind
I see the white lights
Fading in and out of time

Hi hello
I'm not from here
Other worldly I guess so
My brain in over drive

I'm high strung
Xanax calm down
I'm shaking
The crazy comes back to town

Selfish

I'm selfish and I don't know
What other way to be
I hurt the ones I love
Because I only think of me

I'm selfish and im doing it right now
I pray for a change
But putting you first
Feels out of my range

I'm selfish and I hate it
Every little piece
Though I try
My selfishness doesn't decrease

I'm selfish and I feel your disappointment
It hurts deep in my heart
Me and selfishness
Need to break apart

Why It Rains

It's raining because your crying for me
It's raining because I'm where you wish to be
It's raining because the world is wrong
It's raining because nothing is where it belongs

It's raining because I'm still not free
It's raining because time doesn't agree
It's raining because I miss the sun's rays
It's raining because my eyes are in a haze

It's raining because your hidden
It's raining for a love unbidden
It's raining for two hearts the same
It's raining for our undeniable pain

It's raining because my heavy soul pours
It's raining because I can't be with the one I adore
It's raining because you are depressed
It's raining because my face you can't caress

Homage

I opened the cage
You flew to the sky
Finally I let go
Of depression's cry

You were a friend
When I was in need
The world left me alone
To bleed and bleed

I had your songs
And a memory of you
So we connected
Through our blue

You were short lived
And I wanted a redo
To go back and change
Your life for you

I had someone
That knew such a pain
My only friend
Kept me sane

Our friendship was unhealthy
But we couldn't see
That we needed to separate
To be free

When life was rough
You got me through
Though we said goodbye
I still want to say thank you

Thursday, January 9, 2014

Fear

I can't bare you
Close or near
I shut my eyes
And let in the fear

Do I do the unspeakable
Should I keep the pain
Everyday away from you
Sends me to the scariest part of insane

At the crossroads
I'm still unsure
Life still mocks me
Everyday more and more

So I pray to my best friend
Jesus help me see
I'm so lost
Contemplating what is right for me

I feel unheard
And left alone
I know your with me
My mistakes I atone

What I say I mean
My heart is gold
I know where I stand
I can't be sold

I feel ready
What can I do or say
I'll keep fighting
Until I find my way

Monday, January 6, 2014

Paradox

You gave me life
You gave me death
When I'm with you
I'm at my best

You are the sun
You are the night
My emotions tied
What feels right

You are pure
You are tainted
Look at the colors
You have painted

You are me
You are you
I just don't know
Fate wants me to do

Everything is Everything

Everything is Everything
But my everything is you
If anything means anything
Than you know what to do

Anything is Everything
So don't make this be in vain
If everything means anything
Then stop the down pouring rain

Everything is Everything
But my everything is gone
If everything means nothing
Tell me why you've gone

Open Your Eyes

Open your eyes
I see through you
There's a sadness there
A missing piece
Just come on home
So our pain can cease

Open your eyes
I see a change
Your different
As am I
Give me one good reason
We shouldn't give it another try

Open your eyes
I see what you don't
Everything you need
Is right in front of your face
I'll be waiting
At our special place

The Walking dead

I'm in a dream
When I'm awake
My thoughts say
All of this is fake

I'm awake
Though still sleeping
Stop reminding me of the secrets
I am keeping

I'm the Walking dead
Though alive
This world is a world
I can't survive

I'm alive
But walk around dead
Did I imagine
All the memories in my head

You and Me

I love you
Breathe me in
I live you
We have no end

You take me
In your arms
You kiss me
I'm safe from harm

I feel you
Accept my love
I heal you
There's crying from above

You found me
Heaven was made
You and me
We are saved

Runaway

Runaway from my heart
Runaway from my mind
Runaway from my thoughts I think it's time

Runaway love
Runaway far
Runaway fast So I can't find where you are

Runaway from my arms
Runaway from my eyes
Runaway from me let's say our final goodbyes