Fear

I can't bare you
Close or near
I shut my eyes
And let in the fear

Do I do the unspeakable
Should I keep the pain
Everyday away from you
Sends me to the scariest part of insane

At the crossroads
I'm still unsure
Life still mocks me
Everyday more and more

So I pray to my best friend
Jesus help me see
I'm so lost
Contemplating what is right for me

I feel unheard
And left alone
I know your with me
My mistakes I atone

What I say I mean
My heart is gold
I know where I stand
I can't be sold

I feel ready
What can I do or say
I'll keep fighting
Until I find my way