Am I?

Am I that insecure I beg you to stay
When I know you don't feel the same way
Am I that insecure I take your abuse
Because finding someone to treat me better seems obtuse
Am I insecure I think you are what I deserve

Am I that insecure I hold on to your ghost
When your heart has found a new host
Am I that insecure I still want you to come back
We are aren't meant to be and that's a fact
Am I that insecure your still my fantasy