Whore

Slit my wrist
Once more?
Again suicide
I've become your whore
Do as you may
I do as you say
I pick up the knife
I make the wound
Deeper than the hole
Inside my heart
The pain I feel restarts
And I end up
Back where I began
I never thought
I'd visit you again

Slip inside
My head again?
This war with you
I'll never win
End it all here today you say
I was going to end it all anyway
I'm use to your game
Beat and abuse me
Like you always do
I can't fight it I'm tethered to you
You always come when I least expect
A subconious thought never the less
Always here my friend, my enemy
I'd give my life for you to set me free