Perfectly Imperfect

I'm so perfect
Why do I need to be
I can't stop criticizing me

I know I'm the only enemy
Yet I rip myself out
Going crazy inside I need to shout

Hear me now
Before its too late
My organs swollen I've sealed my fate

I fail on schedule
Tear me away some more
Im not stopping until I'm sore

Am I so opposite
Why is wrong not right
Needing not to be so is my plight    

Overcome is today
Suffering from a flawed state
I'm looking forward to that date